Tried and Tired

Sometimes things just aren't the way I want it to

sometimes you just can't have the best of both

am really enough with all these

this is just too much for me

I've tried and I'm tired

always try my best to satisfy both

if you guys really know me well

for all these time I won't be struggling

hatred, jealousy, ignorant, yelling, shouting, explaning

I'm stressed with my test, assignments, studies

seriously I've screwed up my studies for this semester

thought of changing course and just quit it

I've just mess everything up

why just can't you guys be more understanding and tolerating? WHY?!

simply because sometimes I can't accompany one of you

you'll throw your temper and show me your fuck up attitude

I have feelings too

keep telling me  never mind its okay just go ahead

and when I turn away

shits happen

I hate this feelings

always try to be nice and gentle

and so this is what I get in return

for all the things that I've done

feel so hopeless and disappointing

was heart-breaking

I'm done with it

Sometimes its good for me to just let it go

One day Love met Friendship

Love asked: Why do you exist when I'm here?

Friendship replied: To put Smiles on Faces where you leave Tears.

Giving up doesn’t always mean that I'm weak

sometimes it means that I've holding it for too long :(

p/s: Sorry