Valentine's Day

Yesterday was Valentine's day

is a day where couples meeting & hugging each other

exchanging presents

with surprise and love.

The moment you told me you're going home later 

tears dropped

& I guess maybe there's no surprise

for me

today.

I know 

you spent alot during your friend's birthday 

I understand.

You said you'll get me a rose

but?

Some of my friends received 

hp, purse, perfume, roses, choc, teddy etc.

Not to say I want something expensive from you

but at least an ill surprise?

that would probably made my day

if you do so.

Haih!

Girlssss...

Kill me please

Maybe I shouldn't have expecting so much from you

at the very beginning.

Nothing

but disappointment.

 You told me you snap lotsa pictures with girls in the club

it's okay I don't mind

 but

how would you feel

if a guy you like

told you and all his friends

about how hot & pretty a chic he met?

You were like stabbing me

with a sharp blade

silently

without noticing it

and I know it's not your fault.

It's difficult to smile

if your heart doesn't willing to.

There are alot of things 

I don't have the courage

to tell

That is why I created this blog

& I know you won't be reading it.

My birthday is around the corner

I hope..

Happy Valentine's

& 

Single Awareness Day.

♥

p/s: You never really stop loving someone, you just try to live without them.