Realized

It's my big day!

That's the very first time I got such huge surprise from my fellow friends,

especially him.

At first,

he told me that he'll bring me for dinner at Shi Lin (士林),

then I was like oh okay. D:

When we reached there,

he did not tell me anything by just walking straight into Shushi King.

and that was shocked..

I was just super duper happy.

For all and all,

I just love and appreciate every little things that he has done, 

just for me.

Both of us kept ordering as though there's no tomorrow.

*just managed to snap some of it* :DD

After dinner we chilled awhile for like 30min before we went home.

Here comes the fun part..

The moment I got up to the condo,

as usual I'll switched on the lights and laptop..

until he called me to walk over to the dining room.

I saw a bunch of crazy friends from KK and some of my friends hiding over there,

I was like OMG what is this!?

They sang me a birthday song and that's sweet.

Tears then began to burst, urgh.. :')

*these are my KK gang* ♥

*then here comes the Klang gang, and present from them. :P* ♥

 

* the long river gang* ♥ WOOHOO!

Eventually one of my closest friend drew me a birthday card and a gift. :))
*so touched*

Seriously things that happened at the moment were too sudden,

and that's out of my expectation..

all of them came all the way here just to celebrate my birthday.

So nice of them. C:

I just couldn't tell the moment how I feel,

its was just way too happy until I got stone out.

haha.. I know I'm a little bit retarded. 

Oh well.. ;D

He bought me a secret recipe choc indulgence cake.

Super like it to the maximum! 

THANK YOU ♥ VERY MUCH GUYS!

p/s: thank you for putting so much of effort in it by giving me a surprise birthday party. You're the best guy that I've ever met! 

pp/s: remembered the question I asked you in your car? I got it.

ppp/s: If home is where the heart is, then wherever you are, that's my home.

Valentine's Day

Yesterday was Valentine's day

is a day where couples meeting & hugging each other

exchanging presents

with surprise and love.

The moment you told me you're going home later 

tears dropped

& I guess maybe there's no surprise

for me

today.

I know 

you spent alot during your friend's birthday 

I understand.

You said you'll get me a rose

but?

Some of my friends received 

hp, purse, perfume, roses, choc, teddy etc.

Not to say I want something expensive from you

but at least an ill surprise?

that would probably made my day

if you do so.

Haih!

Girlssss...

Kill me please

Maybe I shouldn't have expecting so much from you

at the very beginning.

Nothing

but disappointment.

 You told me you snap lotsa pictures with girls in the club

it's okay I don't mind

 but

how would you feel

if a guy you like

told you and all his friends

about how hot & pretty a chic he met?

You were like stabbing me

with a sharp blade

silently

without noticing it

and I know it's not your fault.

It's difficult to smile

if your heart doesn't willing to.

There are alot of things 

I don't have the courage

to tell

That is why I created this blog

& I know you won't be reading it.

My birthday is around the corner

I hope..

Happy Valentine's

& 

Single Awareness Day.

♥

p/s: You never really stop loving someone, you just try to live without them.

I understand

When your friend ask you

am I your girlfriend?

you said no

I understand.

When your friend ask me

whether am I coming to his birthday party?

the moment I looked at you

I understand.

When your friend ask me

to stay overnight at his house after the party

you just kept quiet

I understand.

When my friend ask you

are you going to celebrate Valentine's Day?

you said it's just money wasting

I understand.

When my friend ask you

what about on the 17th?

you said no

I understand.

I love you always

But. 

p/s: Sometimes, I wish you could walk into my heart, and listen to what it says.

Sometimes

To the world you may be someone,

but to someone, 

you may be the world.